Ramblings of a frustrated Photographer

I am so damn frustrated. Sometimes I hate to "see" things different than most. It's hard for me to be anywhere and not
see a potential photo. It's how I live my life, mostly being someplace ..and wanting to be somewhere different.
How I hate pretending - dinner, drinks a move
all the while I'm thinking... "Dont you see the sunset? Don't you realize that the
moon is rising and if we hurry we just may make them both? Dont you see the stars and wonder, is there life out there? Will it be a perfect night to see shooting stars and record it thru my viewfinder?

Its like being in a room full of people and feeling
out of place - and lonely.